So… that was it! Apart from some highlights this is a year I would like to forget as soon as possible. Though I fear that’s not likely to happen. As you may remember my year started with still being in the process of chemo therapy to kick out MrHodgkin.
I succeeded. He left around March. Whoohoo! Determined to get back on my feet as soon as possible I started recovery. Head held high, training like crazy to regain strength and stamina. The whole process from the first diagnosis to being back at the dayjob for 100% took exactly a year. You’d think that everything was finished by then. But to be honest… it wasn’t. Cancer leaves traces throughout your whole being (and probably forever). Even though I beat it. A year was stolen from me.
Of course I have my health… glad to still be around and that should be it.
Not being overly dramatic, I don’t move ahead in a way that I am going to change everything in my life. Like: “I survived cancer and now everything is different. Gonna do this, gonna do that”. Picking up the pieces and move on where I left off. Something like that. It’s kinda hard to explain, but I tried. (And there is so much more…)
I worked like crazy getting the rope shop back on track, not having delayed delivery times anymore because I hadn’t been feeling well because of the chemo. Building a “business” is one; keeping it going it another thing. And RE-building is something entirely different. But it’s back! And that’s something I am extremely proud of :-) I even found time somewhere to make it a whole new website with a genuine webshop… and that was long overdue.
Now I am writing this personal piece just to get it off my chest. Closing this year, thrash it, nuke it, in the bin, gone, out with it. I want to leave all the negativeness behind me.
Does that make sense?
I wish for everyone that 2015 is going to be an amazingly beautiful year. Love. Cheer. Health. Happiness. Success. Good luck. All good things.
Be good (or not).
Happy 2015
Marrow
